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• to watch or not to watch? #
• independence. #
• i might consider. #
• so sleepy. #
• fights need to happen. it helps us get to know each other more. #
• :) #

it was a bit difficult to start the week for me because the weekend’s so good, my nieces were here and we celebrated dad’s birthday. going back to work was such a pain. but then i remembered that payday’s on friday so i’m happy and would be checking out Cyber Monday. i could list a million things that i wish i could buy but don’t really need. but these days to offset my burnout, i pray and might do some spending :)

• back home from a fun-filled weekend. tonight's gonna be a good night :) #
• managing finances… #
• 6 months ago #
• and here goes my craving for a sour taste sensation… I WANT SINIGANG! #
• so sleeeeeeepy #
• "and we danced till a rainbow crossed the sky." #

i have experienced wearing braces and i would say i never really liked it. in fact, i could consider it a curse because it gave me intolerable headaches. maybe it was the dentist’s fault or the way my nerves are connected but whatever it was, i can’t really like those metals anymore.

on the same year right after the dentist was forced to “free” me, i browsed the net about how to improve my smile and it led me to discovering the existence of invisible braces. too bad it’s not available yet here where i live but if you’re in the states then check out Orange NJ invisalign.

• "waiting for someone who did not come and at the same time wondering why you're wasting your time for that person." #
• i've talked to weird people last night… weird. #
• sleep aimz, sleep. #
• everything's falling into place :) #
• someone told me i don't have to smile because the person on the other line doesn't see me anyway. but we can SEE each other! #
• the least that i need today is for someone to tell me who i have to be. i am me. that's it. #
• cavite! #

so bored with my room. i don’t know what to do with it. i’m not even sure if it would be worth it to make it over again like last year because we already have plans of moving as soon as possible. i’d like to have custom blinds instead of my colorful curtains and a bigger cabinet for my clothes. a canopy bed would be nice too! for the flooring, i’d like to have it plain this time or just black and white. maybe i should start to envision my dream room (and house!). i have faith that the universe is going to conspire :)

the use of drugs is not only common with celebrities. it just so happened that the spotlight’s on them that’s why they are more exposed (which is actually what they need) compared to other careers. celebrities or not, i admire those who open themselves up to healing and recovery through drug rehab. recently i just found out a close friend has gone through this challenging phase in his life and i almost couldn’t believe it because his personality is just too nice. anyway, i’m browsing the web for more information and facts about drug abuse, and i’m learning a lot.

i’m not getting any younger and whenever i think about that or the thought of getting closer to being a mother excites me and makes me nervous at the same time. yesterday i saw facebook updates from my former officemates who are beginning the year with the good news. they even posted pictures of the test, ultra-sound and everything mommy. then i remember the inexplicable joy i felt upon finding out that my mom was pregnant with my youngest sister. dad made sure that she has everything she needs like prenatal vitamins, maternity clothes, etc. there really was an extra special treatment for mom during those months. for some reasons, everybody loves her and wants to keep the smile painted on her face. i wonder how’s it gonna be when my turn comes :)

why does it seem like a big deal when a guy is short or petite? i remember this one baby-faced classmate from college who’s just about 5′4 in height. aside from being that height, he’s small to medium-framed. everybody heard about him working out at the gym near the campus and it’s something that some guys laugh about until we saw him again, looking like a completely different person! he developed huge arm and shoulder muscles complementing his good looks and that’s when he suddenly became every girl’s dream boy. i’m wondering if working out is all that he did because he made it in just 3-4 months. was he taking supplements, i don’t know. now reading a conjugated linoleic acid review and finding out how this powerful antioxidant can benefit anyone who’s into body building or losing fats. hmmm…

you wake up in the morning and stretch. drink lots of water, avoid salty and sweets. eat a balanced diet, have plenty of sleep. those are just a few tips on how to shed off pounds in a few weeks. i heard somebody say on TV that diet is not something you’re supposed to do in a span of time but on a regular basis. some people have this mindset of “sacrificing” for a few weeks and look forward to that day when “i could eat all i can again”, making it an inspiration towards the goal. for me, it worked much more effectively when i said i’d change for the better and intake good stuff in moderation resulting to quick weight loss. victory!